i'm bored... so this is how it feels to stay inside the house THE WHOLE DAY! shyet! i am never doing this again... EVER... on a sunday i usually go to my dad's or would go to the mall or to a friend's house or whatever... today i didn't do shit!...

930am: woke up... turned on the computer... got on line... went to the bathroom... cleaned my room a little... checked mails and shit...

1000am: got bored with the computer... turned it off and started cooking... (i love cooking...)

1200pm: my mom woke up... started cleaning the maid's room coz we got one already... i ate...

1230pm: went inside my room... turned on my stereo and sat on the desk looking for something to do...

i was in bed the whole day... i'm not sick or anything... it's just so cozy and all... haven't been home (or inside my house) for this long... i usually can't stand this place but there's no place i'd rather be in than here... in my room... doing nothing... or in bed.. the weather is so nice... it's windy and cold and it's one of those moments (or weather) wherein you can just stay inside the house and cuddle up with a book... or to wallow... or to sulk... i think coz i's almost christmas... but i had a relaxing day... which is about to change in a couple of hours coz i have to go out for a sec...

shanna: you biatch! hehehe! how are you! i'll call you in a few sec! i've been busy i'm sorry... and whatever news got to you if it's nice news it's true if it's bad news it's not... hehehehe... miss you too sis! smooches!

will edit this site later for the month of december... until then shoot me an email... been kinda busy lately... you guys see me at school (well some of you)... you know how things have been... running around and shit... going crazy over something... so it's sunday morning... I'M GONNA SPEND TIME WITH MY BABY!!! --> MY BED!!!!

how depressing!!!

in my natsc11 class... topic: drugs (viagra to be specific)... hella funny... major laugh trip... for the whole class...

student: sir what does it do?
sir: it helps the guy... during intercourse..
student: sir how? (of course this fucker knows how! he's playing)
sir: well see the thing... the uh.. penis has to be in a certain form and condition before entering the uh vagina for pro creation! (i freaking cracked up! i didn't give a shit anymore how loud i was coz that was just too funny for me! he's gay! all he had to say was erection! what is this 3rd grade!)
student: sir what condition? (he still has that i-really-don't-know-and-i'm-really-interested-in-finding-out face)
sir: it just has to be firm first.
student: sir how?
sir: yun nga! one way to get it firm is viagra. this lasts for five hours so you can't take it at 5 in the morning (laughs a little... by himself)
student: why not?
sir: (laughs a little) becasue it lasts for five hours... you can't go out with a thing...
student: with a what sir?
sir: you know... (he raises a hand and with his finger imitates a "firm" thing (hehehehe)
student: sir can chicks take that shit?
sir: no effect.
student: sir meron. if it came make our thing firm i'm sure it can make their thing firm too! (holy shit! i couldn't take it! i had to get outta the room coz i couldn't stop laughing... my classmate on the other hand, despite the fact that we were all laughing still had a straight face on!)

by this time our prof was irritated... but my stupid classmate was so convincing in playing that i really dont know shit that sir let him get away for fucking around in class...

i do want to get married... shit i really do... maybe it wasn't the idea of getting married that was shit scaring me but what goes with it... the guy i mean... now i do want to get married... i want to go through the shit of it all... preparing for it... going through it and what comes after...

i have been doing a shit load of thinking for the past couple of days... it's been a really shitty week for me... had it not been for my friend it would just be really pathetic... he's here visiting from cali... anyway as soon as jeff leaves this girl's gonna do a little cleaning up... it's been one big mess for so long now and i have to do some major damage control before things get out of hand... fuck... who am i doing it for?... me of course... i have been thinking of what others would say or think for the past whatever and i think that's the reason why i got myself in this chaos to begin with... so screw whoevers gonna be all up in my face... it's about time i opt to put myself ahead of all you shits...

i miss cali... this is jeff's fault... i miss celebrating halloween there... fuck...  people here don't even celebrate shit like that... everyone goes to the cemetery and shit to visit their dead relatives... i mean there's nothing wrong with that... but FYI All Soul's Day falls on November 2 (i think or 1) not on the 31st of October... i was supposed to go out last night to a Halloween shit but my mom was like NAW you have to be with family and shit on this day coz it's fucking tradition... well she said it in tagalog minus all the profanity but it was something to that effect... i mean i don't hate her for it but i probably just miss cali and shit...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!