was kinda hoping i'd be somewhat okay after talking to very very good friends and after getting two hours of sleep... asa pa ako! after several more minutes on line last night i texted some friends... good thing some were still awake and came over... didn't even care what time it was or whatever... the reason why i called them is coz they don't make sense most of the time and i just want to forget things that do make sense... after like five minutes i couldn't help it... i started getting all emotional and cried... then my friend says "... i'm getting my car repainted tomorrow..." fucking idiot!... and then like a little bit later this shit starts talking about how sorry i look and shit... (i was wearing pjs and a big ass shirt!)... i couldn't take it... (advice: never say bad things to someone who's so irritated she's capabable of killing you) normally i don't say anything... but it was the wrong thing to say at the wrong time... so i'm all HEY I'M GOING HOME COZ YOU SHITS ARE PISSING ME OFF EVEN MORE... then one tells me that i'm never gonna have a real lasting relationship... fucking came out of nowhere... that's when i hit the roof...i started crying even more... eventually i stopped we went to get iced tea at this 24 hour place i went home... and sulked chewing on the straw of my now empty glass of iced tea... then i fell asleep at around 8am and woke up 30 minutes later coz my friend passed by to get some shit from me... SWEET!!!!... fuck sleep... did some homework... got my nails done and got a foot spa... felt great... but then i felt like shit again the minute i got home... and i know i'm gonna feel like shit the whole day... so watch out people... try not to get on my fucking nerves today... if you don't want me to bitch around and shit...